quick update

hi

i am so tired today. imagine, 1 hour and 30 minutes experiment, and rest, which is about 3 hours and 30 minutes, was spent for discussion part.very tired,seriously.but im glad that im in sanjay.jemma,and minglu 's group. they're so cool. 

and tomorrow,i have to submit genetic worksheet which i havent finished yet

to hannah,sorry i became mad to you last week, but seriously,i was having my pms during tht time.i didnt mean it.im so sorry ;(

and microbiology test is on friday,,guess what, i havent study anything yet!

enough for now,will rush doing genetics before starting to study. adios!

my prince charming,, he is so cute. smiling when he talked, kekeke.
it's been a long time since i have this kind of feeling.
not serious,just for fun. but yeah. so cute! >.<

easter break gonna end soon

hi

my easter break gonna end in few days

so sad, sobs.

i didn't go anywhere, just around adelaide

well my financial is not that good to support me

yeah i do envy my friends, especially those that went to sydney

they had great moments, met with our friends from brisbane and sydney

but i have no choice

i guess that would be fine

because guess what

i'm going to new zealand this winter

walaweyhh. not only to wellington, but to queenstown, dunedin, and maybe, auckland as well

coz this might be my first and last time going there

although i might have spend huge amount of money to buy new phone (htc sensation)

i'm not gonna regret

coz that phone is freakin awesome

but the battery won't last long

i need to recharge for like everyday

my holiday might not be as memorable as them,

but i still feel grateful coz at least i've been to places i never went before

and guess what.

teeeeeeetttt. this one is a secret. ;)

is he meant for me?

i received this message yesterday

so weird,no guy like me except for this one and only guy

whatever it is,

marriage is not my priority now

after all, i'm just 21 years old

and there's still long way to go

for now,we just pray for our best

kalau ada jodoh,ada lah.

daylight savings

ramai orang excited dan tulis, daylight savings start besok, jadi ada 25 jam,itu dan ini.sebenarnya, daylight savings ends tomorrow.daylight savings yg buat beza adelaide n malaysia 2 jam setengah, normally, satu jam setengah. sama2 kita perbetulkan diri ya.

*thanks to syawal for correcting me

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aku hanya manusia biasa

kenapa diri ini rasa sungguh susah untuk berubah,

tak perlu fikir jauh, tengok dari segi pemakaian dah solat,sudah cukup

berbicara tentang dari segi pemakaian,

ya memang telah ditutup.bertudung,lengan panjang

tapi cuba lihat di kaki.mana stokin nya.

cuba lihat tudung. jarang? tak menutupi dada?

cuba lihat baju dan seluar . adakah benar menutup aurat,atau sekadar melitupi kulit.

dan adakah tujuan kau berhias untuk menarik perhatian lelaki?

'aku solat 5 kali sehari'

sudah cukupkah solat kau untuk membawa kau ke syura?

Allah beri kita 24 jam,takkan tak sampai sejam untuk beribadah.

solat kau sudah cukup sempurnakah

sampai tak perlu buat ibadah lain,seperti solat sunat dan membaca al quran untuk tampung kekurangannya?

adakah benar kau khusyuk?

apa tujuan sebenar kau solat?

adakah semata-mata hendak mendapatkan keredhaan Allah

ataupun sekadar melepaskan kewajiban untuk tidak berdosa

apa kau dapat sesudah solat?

ketenangan?

atau hanya lega,dah buat.

kenapa masa mu banyak terbuang dengan perkara tak berfaedah

mati itu pasti

kenapa kau nak berlengah

syaitan durjana.kenapa aku mudah digoda kau

kemana iman dalam diri ni

mungkin diri ini pergi esok,lusa,atau bila2

jangan sampai nyawa dah ditarik

tak sempat bertaubat,naudzubillahiminzalik.

Ya Allah,berikanlah kekuatan pada diri ini. kurniakan hidayah kepada diri ini,, keluargaku, sahabat handaiku

# nota ini ditulis utk diri sendiri.buat yg terasa,baguslah.sama2 kita menjadi hamba Allah yg lebih baik

turn over a new leaf?

alkisah, 3 tahun lepas

windunyewwwww? geli giler. malu bila baca balik komen2 lepas.

but that is not my main intention to write this post. it's 30th march dudes, which means, our autumn break has started! i'm not going anywhere,unlike some of my friends going to sydney, sobsss but i've planned with hanim we're going to somewhere, so at least our holiday not gonna be wasted, esp in front of laptop.

and,,i am thinking to change myself. to be a better servant of Allah. but for first and foremost, i need to stay away from entertainment. this shitty thing is the one that darken our heart till we can't see how beautiful,peaceful Islam is,as well as serenity by practicing amar maaruf nahi mungkar. i'm a muslim and i'm proud. infinity love for my religion and creator.

oh n i'll make reading as a hobby. (hope it gonna work )

bye.

insiden pasar malam

to all those people i met, f*** u. u made my whole family looked stupid.

i suddenly remember about this incident, which was located in pasar malam in Kelantan. I was just in Malaysia for about 2 weeks during that time.

then, around 7.30pm, we were heading back to kampung, and we saw pasar malam and decided to buy some food from there. so many people were there, but weirdly, no light was on. but as i saw many people,and some of them was making food,so i thought it was nothing and operated as usual.

so i went to a stall sellin putu bambu, and i asked 'nak putu bambu 2 ringgit'

then the seller said, 'tak jual' without even looking at my face! ok i guess maybe someone already booked plenty of putu bambu so he could not sell it to me. then i went to my elder sister, and she was having the same problem too! she wanted to buy murtabak, there were a lot of murtabak there and she also said 'tak jual dik'. we,one whole family getting confused and i started to yell 'mungkin diaorang tak jual kot waktu maghrib. lagipun nampak ada polis tadi' and i was babbling loudly. but interestingly, no one tell us what's goin on.

hey,what the f*** is going on with u guys. it is that hard to interrupt us talking in front of u guys, just to tell that 'KAT NEGERI KELANTAN NI, URUSAN JUAL BELI DIHENTIKAN DARI MAGHRIB SAMPAI ISYAK'.

then i said 'takpelah,kita balik je'

then we got back to kampung and met my aunty who live in kelantan and she said, well the selling and buying during maghrib until isyak are forbidden here. and we all like. oooo macam tu. that wasnt hard i guess.

this is only a bit of the incident which was so irritating.

and i got a lot more, even only 3 months i was in Malaysia.

sopan santun? hell no.

only those people with high education background show the manners.sorry to said this, coz if i asked them, they wont yell or scold me, like what happened to me and my sister which were being scolded in front of other students by a clerk in driving school for asking just to clarify if we need to sign on particular form. whatever bitch.

just a quick post

assalamualaikum

ive just finished my 5 hours lab. it was tiring but freaking awesome

u know,the feels when u're given freedom to use all chemicals,apparatus and all things inside the lab. just awesome. unless u fail to get the final product. too bad, i lost my calculator. im pretty sure that i brought it together with me during the prac. but then,it was gone. seriously,i dont wanna accuse anyone, but then i saw a calculator that looks like mine on someone's table, covered in half by papers, but i was too afraid to ask, coz seriously, i dont want to get into trouble with someone else. so i assumed that was his calculator.

done with calculator story. i just wanna share, this semester, i feel a lot better than the last semester. i mean, mentally. i dont feel embarrased to speak english anymore, although there are thousands of mistakes in my sentence. u know what, we should never lose confidence to talk to them. coz this is their native languages, while us, we have our own mother tongue. try to ask them to speak other languages,they also will have difficulties. hoho. that's the only languages they know. at least, we can speak 2 languages. and we can read in arabic though most of us dont really know wht all that means. for malaysians indians and chinese, they are just very awesome to master in 3 languages!

studying overseas? it's freakin hard. in all aspects. but then it changes u to be someone better. like me, i believe, i've improved, although not much but still, there're many things ive learn. praised to Allah for giving me this opportunities, as well as the strength to survive here. alhamdulillah

please,i want my driving license so bad

my parents won't allow me to drive here

i'm sick of being overprotected by my parents.

i'm mature enough to be independent

y u never believe my capabilities?

i know it's for my own good

but well,u alwys place me between all these awesome people

but i can't be like them

im not askin to go to pub

nor to take off my hijab

not even to go out with a guy

i'm just askin for a license

that would allow me to drive here legally

it's all im askin for

i dont want to forget those skills to drive esp manual

i even pay myself for driving license

ive made my decision

i'll still drive no despite the fact im not allowed to

the purpose is for my own good

im not heading to somewhere to do maksiat or any bad things

it's just i want to ease myself

not to waste my time to wait for the bus too long

sorry

i didnt mean to be disrespectful child

im just mature enough to make decision

my first post

Salam.

this blog looks totally different, right? not that i've deleted all my previous posts, but i've changed the link, as well as the privacy settings. they're all my past memories from 2009 until 2011, let them remains the past,

this new blog, i probably will be more concerned about pictures i'm gonna post, or just anything i wanna share. well, i've grown up, no more posts like those in 2009. *facepalm.

below is my timetable for this semester. yeah, i'll be terribly exhausted on wednesday, thursday, and friday. Allah knows what best for me. that's y Allah did not fulfill my wish to become a doctor. coz yeah, with even this timetable, i'm extremely tired and stressed, sometimes.

if in malaysia, i ate rambutan and mangoes as much as i could, in here, i could eat grapes, strawberries, pears, pic, kiwis which hardly found in malaysia. thanks Allah for such a great luxury u give to me.