my parents won't allow me to drive here
i'm sick of being overprotected by my parents.
i'm mature enough to be independent
y u never believe my capabilities?
i know it's for my own good
but well,u alwys place me between all these awesome people
but i can't be like them
im not askin to go to pub
nor to take off my hijab
not even to go out with a guy
i'm just askin for a license
that would allow me to drive here legally
it's all im askin for
i dont want to forget those skills to drive esp manual
i even pay myself for driving license
ive made my decision
i'll still drive no despite the fact im not allowed to
the purpose is for my own good
im not heading to somewhere to do maksiat or any bad things
it's just i want to ease myself
not to waste my time to wait for the bus too long
sorry
i didnt mean to be disrespectful child
im just mature enough to make decision
Paah dah masuk fasa growing up hehe :)
ReplyDeleteLast year ayah Bie pun x bagi jugak n I was like, 'what? D':' tapi tapi tapi nk pegang sendiri lesen walaupun xnak bawak kete pon sebenarnye hihi etc etc.. biasalah kan bila bongsu mesti parents overprotective
Then he was ill, stroke + dementia up till now.. he cant even protect himself anymore apatah lagi Bie. Skang dah tukar, I tried very hard to protect him 247 masa holiday. Drpd jatuh, langgar benda2, sesat bila jalan etc. Kdg2 rindu pulak rasa 'dilindungi' oleh seorang ayah.. But the fact that he still exist, walaupun dalam keadaan serba tak mampu, buat Bie rasa dah sgt cukup. At least I still have him alive + doa dari seorang ayah.
I pray that ayah Paah akan faham Paah gak at last hehe kdg2 diorg ok je sebenarnya cuma take time nak gain the trust. :) This year ayah Bie bagi pulak bawak lesen, xtau la tu memang rela ke or sebab dah banyak benda dia lupa.. hee..
wah can't believe bee,u still visit my blog
ReplyDeletesomehow ur comments above made me realize a lot of things.
kita selalunya lupa tentang nikmat yg Allah beri,bila Allah tarik balik nikmat tu,barulah kita sedar betapa rugi dan tamaknya kita bila nakkan semua benda.regarding my parents,i probably gonna ask for their permission nicely after this.ye la kan,selalunya takut nk buat sesuatu bila mak ayah tak bagi,takut sesuatu buruk jadi
and yeah bie, u're a very strong girl and daughter. dari dulu sampai skrg,ambil berat sgt psl mak ayah.and i know,the most painful thing is to accept parents suffering dementia and sometimes cannot recognize who are we.
wish i could be like u too bee, one day ;)
InsyaAllah nanti ayah akan pos la tu ke adelaide. he just want to see how his beloved daughter reacts when he denied to send u the license. Be respectful and grateful to have great parent that love u so much.
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